December 2009
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Thanks 2009
I celebrated. I missed. I held on. I reminisced. I cried.. alot. But only in the beginning. My heart broke. My hands were bruised. I felt like I died, but I was never dead. I was never shattered. I ran. & ran. & ran. From problems and from pounds. I studied. I read. I learned to look at history in a whole new different way. I discovered a different place in my mind that provided thoughts...
Who Is The Cutest?? →
(via gotrobel)
AWW SHUX. You got me ;]
I'm counting on this new beginning
HURRY UP 2010! I don’t think anyone understands how excited I am to finally say goodbye to the year 2009. This year has been such a fcking rollercoaster. I can’t wait to start over & welcome the new year with opened arms.
Resolutions:
- I want to start something I’ve never done before and that starts right on January 1st, 2010, and that’s to save a $1 everyday. Just...
Merry Christmas!
Although it took awhile for the Christmas spirit to hit me hard, I must say that this was the best Christmas I’ve had. Maybe because I didn’t ask for anything but a good day, and I had an AMAZING day. Seeing the looks of my family’s faces when they opened their gifts were priceless. And recieving a sick Northface jacket from Santa is nothing to complain about ;) But really, this...
Oh Eriver...
Eriver: I bet that if I didn't have all these slogans, no one would ever mention me in their conversations. It's never like "Hey, do you think Eriver's cute?" It's like "So dry for you!"
Abby: LOL!!!!!!!!!!!
Eriver: I bet like when all the freshmen would see me walk around they knew me as the dry guy.
Abby: HAHAHAHHAHA.
Omgah, my stomach hurts.
Christmas
I honestly do not want anything for Christmas but a good day. A good day spent with the family and friends I love the most. I have been through so much this year and had my share of experiences, that I know what matters. I know I’m only 19 and I still have so much to learn, and there are plenty of years ahead of me to have these kind of Christmases where I “don’t want anything.” But, as deep as...
“Don’t be the net anymore. You have to stop catching him. Start off the new...”
– Reanna
Last Christmas I gave you my heart.
But the very next day, you gave it away.
“I’ve learned this past year. I’ve changed, I’ve grown. Maybe things do happen...”
– (via poeticheartache) (via imthebombskeeeezey)
Hey,
so thanks for breaking me a year ago. Now I’m strong as ever. So everything I’ve seen and heard you do does not phase me anymore. Have fun living life, I mean it. I mean really, you don’t need me to be in it anymore. I kept telling you that, but you kept wanting me close. Now I remember what kind of guy you were before we dated. Then that makes me realize that you’re STILL...
FINAL GRADES
French 101: A Chem 121: C+ Accounting 240: C GPA [Fall 2009]: 2.82
OMG! I have never felt so happy & proud of myself. These letters may not seem so high, but seriously, after taking these difficult classes, I feel like those C’s translate into A’s. All the studying and hardwork paid off! Now I’m excited for winter quarter coz I’ll be taking classes that actually...
“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not...”
– 1 Corinthians 13:1-8 (via twitter.com/jeremymanongdo)
BELLA HAM
So today I went to Bellingham to not only retrieve clothes I’ve forgotten, but to also get some Christmas shopping done. Not to mention easing the insanity building up from being so bored in Oak Harbor. I thought going there would kinda make me feel better coz I missed being in Bellingham. Then I realized, I don’t miss Bellingham. I miss the people, my friends. The people make...
“Gravity.. stay the hell away from me.”
honestly
helloooo:
i am in a wonderful mood tonight. i only wanted to punch one man at wal-mart but other than that i recieved an average grade in my Econ aka Pointless Bullshit Graphs class. Accounting is still pending but i know whatever grade i receive there is going to be well deserved. i could have done more and didn’t so it is what it is.
abby, i’ve been studying french on my own for the last hour...
The "Finally" Moment
I had mine today. I was surprised at my front door.
I’m so happy you’re back :)
My to-do list for winterbreak.
[ ] Finish Christmas shopping/wrapping! [ ] Clean my wretched, abandoned room haha. [ ] Watch movies! The first on my list are definitely Princess and the Frog & New Moon. [ ] Go on a bunch of coffee runs just so I have a reason to hold a Christmas cup in my hands :) [ ] Discover new music and update my iPod [ ] Get ridiculously drunk [ ] Visit “the spot” and just stare at the city...
“No expectations, no disappointments.”
DONE DONE DONE.
WITH FALL QUARTER!!!
Charisma: Gosh Abby, you and babies!
Roman: Yeah, you might as well be a baby! AGAIN!
Hahahhaha wtf Roman.
ANNOYED
& stressed.
Sorry if I’m a bitch tomorrow.
Definitely need to go home right after my last final.
I'm stutterin'.
Song of the moment. Always playing in my head on repeat.
Mario- Stuttering.
Cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
Today was the second time this week where I’ve been guest-mealed at the dining hall at Fairhaven. While waiting for our friend at the FX lounge, I decided to take a walk out into the courtyard. It felt so surreal. I stared at all the stacks, the bricks underneath my feet, the pond & the trees, & all the lights accompanying it. Standing in the middle of the courtyard with the cold...
“It’s nothing.”
– It has always been nothing. It was just a huge misconception blinding my way through. I’m angry, but that will pass. I will not worry about this anymore.
& then I got lost in God.
I went to church for the first time in forever today. I almost forgot how nice the church was here in Bellingham— and how uplifting it feels to be in church. I felt bad because I almost forgot how church “worked.” I found myself having trouble remembering some of the prayers, but I was quick to catch on with His help. Besides every night, today was the first time I REALLY prayed....
“You said you wanted me to fall in love again, and maybe one day I will. But...”
– P.S. I Love You
Quite possibly my new favorite movie. I don’t think I’ve ever cried so many times in one movie before. It is absolutely beautiful. And one thing I’ve learned from this movie:
“All alone or not, you gotta walk ahead.”
I need to get lost in God.
I’m planning to go to church for the first time in a long time with a friend this Sunday. I really can’t wait. I need some purification and spiritual healing. I hope to find a youth group somewhere in Bellingham and hopefully go to a retreat sometime. I miss feeling connected to God.
If my heart was a house,
you’d be home :)
—Owl City.
Today.
What I already did:
[x] pwn my last chem lab [x] run a mile [x] workout at the rec [x] eat
What I need to do:
[ ] STUDY [ ] STUDY [ ] STUDY [ ] STUDY [ ] breathe [ ] STUDY [ ] sleep
“When we all believe we’ve hit rock bottom, we really haven’t. Everything...”
– ALISON LO